Crap vs. crap

You're taunting me with your self-deception
All of it for your own pleasure
Chasing me further and further in to those black woods
Just waiting for me to trip and hurt myself
I can't see my way back to civilization
Can't find that special place again

It's gone and lost its way back to me
Hoping it won't come back
I can't take the loosing my head for you again
It's making scars that just won't heal

I want a blank marbled paper so I can write my own happy ending to this fairytale
"...and they lived happily ever after"
No, "...and SHE lived happily ever after"
Does it sound better that way
Does it make you fell better
I can't tell anymore

It's gone and lost its way back to me
I can't take the loosing my head for you again